what is the word? for the thing you would say, but can't? what is the verb? it must be short like exhaled frustration like missed chances, but smaller take chances and make change divide it by a 100%, leave the resin on the blade let the light shine through it in it's shadow is the word i seek but i do not see well in the dark my eyes smear the light into cosmic puddles my mind sorts the things into dangerous andnot and i am, again, thinking of the thing i can't say it will not leave me it clings to my insides, and i am ashamed failed bravery is not bravery when does one become a coward? i did not know the name of the thing which -dragged me downward only that i could not swim down, down, down to the dusty floor where the darkness can break bones and it presses towards the core where even stone can't hold itself to the burning, furnace place where devils sleep cruel voices to load you down and keep you you are yours alone they say, you are free you have broken from t...
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the strange ravings of a dusty old wizard