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eyezach

ghosts don't see nothing in the half light peers waiting, i'll join them eventually dim is dim is dim is dim is dim squinting into darkness summons monsters would you rather see or not? azure drapes to hide the port holes the sunshine makes demons turn acrid acid thoughts flood miles of nerves i am going on and on stoppings the only thing that scares me more momentum bleeds from contented hearts getting stuck was the easy part sold my soul on clearance to lighten the load i couldn't give it away spinning wheel alternatives gave me something to do i chase horizons to the hills in the dead of night i grow another face illusory doubles joined at the brain imbibed alibis sing it to sleep, he is mine do not look upon my bloody claws, you'll find no context there only wretched whimpers and arterial curses cannot and will not are semantic in the opening of veins blood flows regardless, and i have not stopped myself hidden hunger lashes outwards into open air i am seen the yowl...
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names and places

what is the word? for the thing you would say, but can't?  what is the verb? it must be short like exhaled frustration like missed chances, but smaller take chances and make change divide it by a 100%, leave the resin on the blade  let the light shine through it in it's shadow is the word i seek but i do not see well in the dark my eyes smear the light into cosmic puddles my mind sorts the things into dangerous andnot and i am, again, thinking of the thing i can't say it will not leave me it clings to my insides, and i am ashamed failed bravery is not bravery when does one become a coward? i did not know the name of the thing which -dragged me downward only that i could not swim down, down, down to the dusty floor where the darkness can break bones  and it presses towards the core where even stone can't hold itself to the burning, furnace place where devils sleep cruel voices to load you down and keep you you are yours alone they say, you are free you have broken from t...
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vultures prayer

 
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inheritance

i am a hard worker, its all my father saw it is what made him who he is tired, sick, and aimless, missing teeth, and clenching jaws in wheezing gasps, the mantra new words for eldritch llaws obedience is painless don't read the writings on the walls do it right the first time seconds never tolerated keep your protestations silenced loyalty's accomadated bloody mouth or blind compliance outcomes grant exoneration callings only for the chosen you don't get one till you make it my father made it out alive though, he had to rush the end i'm almost at my fathers age when he felt the scourge of men heart breaking into violence early graves for wages sins but he made it to his deathbead frail and broken, trapped again how i hate the shape of tuesday, outside of mondays fog the week in sharp relief pythons crushing family dogs infinity loops eternal free time comes at a loss your money is your life if you want mercy, be the boss burning joints and broken backs a hunch for all y...
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