a fungus grows in my brain.
it is in love with me.
i do not know if i love it back.
it coos at my bones while i visit the dreaming, a wonderful, seductive place, and my creaking bones are alive and pulsing. defiant to the end of the world. of their world. of my world. there is life in moments, it ripples through a sea of time, of change, of permanent impermanence.
the odds were in my favor, and still i cannot win, through worlds but always endings, a smoke trail of cosmic cinders blinds me to the past. such vastness is not easily accessed, it must be traveled to over days and months and milliseconds.
one more year, perhaps a few thousand more, i do not know, times tolerance is diminished. the sea rages, and this skeletal vessal creaks and moans. calcium is resiliant and beautiful and timeless
oh godess thee, who carries pain, let me lighten thy load, for i am able, and i am willing, and let me feel while it can be done, and though joy is often out of reach, time ensures it returns in no time, on temporal waves which crash and roil and grind to dust everything and all and eternity and all and everything.
we are a golden streak in reality, we are reality
to another go, to another day, to another escape through time and space and fate. a pearlescent fireball screaming towards the sun then away from it, until the sun bloats and dims and dies for even the stars know oblivion.
they were born from it, same as you or i.
find peace in what you have, you are stronger than you think and frailer than you'd like to be.
here is a game, born from me, young and full of possibility, perhaps we'll watch it grow.
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to succeed, roll under
to fail, roll over
beauty
pain
fatigue
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